Hope everyone had a good start off with 2005. Hopefully, you didn't start off the new year DRUNK! I don't really like the year 2005, b/c it is an odd number - and I don't like odd numbers much. I liked the year 2004 and 2002 was a cool year cause it was a palendrum(I spelled that way wrong...) hehe.

Everyone was home for New Years Eve so it was really nice. We went down to Carlisle First Night and eat at George's(Yummy) some guys that went to Wilson, but are now in 9th grade were working there. I dunno if I'm gonna get a job at 14 or not...I don't think so....:| NO FUN! ;)
After that, we(Greg, sally, ethan, jimmy, becky, mom, and me) walked around for a bit and saw the iceman sculpting ice and the guy juggling fire and then we went home.
Ethan went to bed then and we played that game, "Mad Gab" It's a pretty weird game, b/c it will be something like on the card like: "Ab Reef Gaze" and you have to try and guess what it is. Like the answer to that was A briefcase.
After that we listened to the Seinfield CD. Jerry Seinfield the Comedian, you kno? It was HILARIOUS, I dont think I have ever laughed that hard before. It was so funny b/c you can relate to it. He was talking about McDonalds he is like:
"WHY are they still COUNTING?! 89 Billion, Gillion Zillion....Yes, McDonalds we know you are doing well, you should just put on the sign 'McDonalds We are doing very well.' What do they expect? That cows will just start showing up at the door 'We've seen the sign. We know we have no hope. We would like to turn ourselves in...We would like to be a Happy Meal if posssible."
hahah.
Then we watched the ball dropped, but it sucked w/o Dick Clark. Regis was not good at all....Oh well.

I went shopping on Saturday and we got some GREAT deals...it was quite amazing. Although, in the beginning it sucked b/c I thought it was just going to be Becky and me, but sally and mom came along too and then it was like 3v1. B/c they would all love a pair of jeans and I would not like them at all. It was just hard at first, but then it got better....I got a lot of cute things, anyway.

Sally, Greg, and Ethan left today very early in the morning - but I'll see them on Wednesday.
Becky and Jimmy left around 2pm today....I really miss them already. I didn't get to talk to Becky at all barely, except for Sunday. Made me mad.

In fact, I was pretty upset all last week, just because no one payed attention and no one talked to me. They only talked to me to give me orders; "Come upstairs now, please." "Get the phone." "Get the phonebook." "Move that." "Dry the dishes." "Sit down." etc...BUT they weren't really ordering me around that much, I guess I just miss the attention. This christmas was so out-of-order. We didn't do anything we normally do, I still had a good time though. It was fun, just different.

I think that is one of the last holidays all of us will be together. Of course, we'll all be together in the summer for jeff's wedding, but after that I don't think we'll be reunited much, or at all.

Only 5 minutes left of sweet christmas. Sigh. It was an alright christmas even though Becky/Jimmy wasn't able to be here. Actually, it was rather quiet. Well, not so quiet with little Ethan running around screaming. lol. :)

I hope you all had a WONDERFUL Christmas! I <3 You all. ^___^

Btw, I got:
Pearl earrings
Ghost Recon 2
Some magazines and hair stuff
Pajamas
*Going to get an xbox*
*Probably going to get a cell phone*

How sad is that? My last day of wilson was today. It's weird thinking that I won't be stepping foot in that building again forever. The next time that I come back I'll be in HS. Sigh...I'm beginning to wonder if this is what I really want. You know? Just having a lot of doubts. I'll never walk down the halls of Wilson with Jacquelynn and Amber at my side laughing about something. Or I'll never horse-race down the halls with them again. I haven't cried, yet. It didn't really feel like I was leaving. It's starting to hit me now. :(
At the new school I'll have to make all new friends, and they won't be the same as Jacquelynn, Amber, Dakota, and Maggie. Now I'm really starting to get sad, lol.

I gave Jacquelynn, Amber, and Dakota their presents today. I gave Jacquelynn a little earring holder that was in the shape of a black flip flop that stood up and a fake star tattoo. I gave Amber a Happy Bunny Jounral to write all her stories, poems, and entries into. I gave Dakota a monkey that hangs on your doorbell and you can ring it. Hehe, I think they all liked their gifts. :) :) :) !! I'm going to miss them so much....Gawd.

All today people were giving me hugs and being like "We'll miss you Bonnie!" They have no idea how much I'll miss them, jeez. I think I gave everyone a hug, but Saige. He didn't say bye to me and I didn't see him walk out...so oh well.

Alright enough of this. I'm about to cry so I need to go. Byeeeee babies and my babies' daddies. lol. ;)

We bought my ticket. My one-way ticket to Boise. It's starting to hit me like a ton of bricks that I am really leaving....and in less than a month I will be in Boise at my new school.
I leave on January 5th so I'm not going to school on the 3rd or 4th since we will probably have all the information filled out and they probably would have already transferred my files. Then when I get there I probably won't go to school til Friday. Scary.

I'm traveling all by myself on the plane - I have flown before on my own, but I was an Accompanied Minor and they like drove me around n a cart to my gate. Now, I have to find the gates on my own and stuff. I only have one layover though, so it shouldn't be TOO tuff.
I'm sure it won't be to hard, since I have flown so many times before. All you have to do is check out that TV and follow the signs and wait like an hour - Maybe a cute guy will sit next to me. =-o SMEXY. No, watch it be like a Child Molestor - Wow that would suck. lmao. :P I'm JK, of course! I'll admit I'm a little nervous about it though.

My sister is bit stricter than my Mom. I am going to have a hard time in Boise, I think. I was talking to my sister and she doesn't want me going to my Halo2 Tournaments, but she said she might allow me to go to one. Agh... :| I just hope she loosens up on her clothing rule. She doesn't want me to wear anything tight o.O Everyone wears things that are tight. Well, practically everyone, anyway.


Today at the end of school we had Club. My club is band and so before I go to band I drop my books off in my locker. Now, the teachers just told us like a month ago that band students CAN drop off their books. So I went to go do that today and Mr. Capone is there and he is yelling at everyone to get out, but I didnt look up to see if he was yelling at the locker row or someone in the hallway. Anyway, I look up and he is coming at me looking real pissed and points at me and is like "NO YOU can't be in here, GET OUT" and I'm like "But, I have band, and they told us we could go to our lockers." and he is like "DO YOU HAVE A PASS?" and I say "No, but they said we could." and he's like "THEN YOU CANT BE IN HERE." He was saying all this as he took my arm and chased me out of the locker row.
He looked so so pissed at me. o_O I didn't even hear of this new rule and apparently neither did any of the other students. I would have understood if he would have explained or told me nicely, but he was SO MAD and I didn't understand. I was aggrivated after that, but whatever. I am going to expect an apology tomorrow from Mr. Capone to the team for yelling at us when we didn't even know. This time, I'm not letting it go - I'm leaving anyway, so who cares? :P
*The bright shiny halo above her head starts to bend and snap in 2* That can't be a good sign. =-o

Outtie.